Today was siok's big day,her bdae . The celebration ends up well. In the end, she went off with her bf. =) I think this is the greatest bdae present for this little gal. Two of them are having some problems b4 tt but after today, I hope everything will be put behind them. I feel realli touched and envy her 4 tt. Actually, I dread celebrating my birthday because of some bad experiences in the past. In a few days time, will be my bdae. I hope that day will nva come. haha. weird? I think the best bdae celebration is to be with ur love ones. The time may be short but the happiness u get in return is beyond words. For me, I think my wish will never come true. SO. Wishes are just empty promises, they are neither realistic nor real. Right now, I feel so empty. Probably because I knew that what I want for my birthday is far beyond my reach. SIok, if u get to read this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. =) U r a fortunate gal u noe? sweet 17'teen. I realise that for the 1st time, I am totally not keen to celebrate my bdae. All i hope for is ........................
something that will not come true anymore.
=(
! through the windows of gray
