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eve lyn ____*
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june29 1989
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
3:17 PM

I realise that I have not been blogging for nearly 1week.
well.
Promo is around the corner, I am either slacking or mugging at home.
so,
that's nothing much to blog about.

I am looking forward to...

KBOX
OUTINGS
WORKING
SHOPPING
MEETING UP WITH FRENZS
CHILLING OUT AT NITE
CHALET
SPORTS !! (I cnt do any sports for the time being. sob* This is hell. )

lonely night.
I just cnt fall aslp.
Songs keep on playing from my handphone.
The battery is going flat soon.
Yet, my eyes are still wide open.
Nothing is in my head.

Honestly, there's too much things going on in my head.
I dint know where to start from.
Nevertheless, i still convince myself to sleep.


unsolved mystery.
unspoken words.
unexplainable actions.


This game is sick.
VEXED


Thursday, September 21, 2006
10:02 AM

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE.

terrible.

I was running to school with jit today. There was a slope or step ahead of me. I dint really notice anything because I was talking to jit and at the same time chionging to school. LOL. hmm. I always thought that I have strong bones until I heard a "crack" from my ankle. Then, I realised that I was so wrong. LOL. k. The situation is real bad this time. I can hardly walk so I hop into school. haha. WOW. The swelling worsen and I find difficulty in hopping around the school. haha. After school today, sebas,1ting,joy,together and I walked out of school together. LOL. I had a hard time walking out of school. Joy and wanting carried me and i felt like HUAN ZHU GE GE. lol. lame. while sebas and together carried our files and my bag. THX PPL. or else i might spend a even longer time walking to the bus stop. SHld it be limping instead of walking? lol. We went to the chinese physician at clementi. I screamed and held onto joy's hand. haha. ARGHHHH. Then I tell the physician to stop rotating my ankle becoz the pain was so unbearable. I nearly kick him in his face. Fortunately, 1ting is there to hold onto me. lol. I could not take the pain any longer, my tears flowed out. woo. SCREAM. haha. I kept asking the physician whether still need to rub a not. so funny. hmm. Then, I tired to walk on my own. I took so long to walk out of the shop. As i walked passed next shop, a lady said she can hear me screaming from the chinese medical shop. I think I have screamed really loud. lol. sebas,1ting, joy and me went to have our nt- tt- early lunch. We went home after that. I took 196 with joy. Sebas and 1ting took 99 home.

BIG THX U TO..
1TING!!!
SEBAS!!!
JOY!!!
for bringing me to the chinese physician!

THX ALL who ask me to take care of my leg. =)



Before going in for a rub.


Inside the room. O.O swollen ankle.


ARGHHH. SO PAIN. StOPPPP..


FINALLY! It's over. ARGHH


Tuesday, September 19, 2006
10:38 AM

Hey. Actually there are some photos that I want to post here, bt i couldn't transfer the files frm my hp successfully. SOB. Let's leave it to some other days den. =)
Something stupid happen to me in school today. I dropped the double scoop ice cream in the canteen. HAHA. This makes me irritated for a few minutes. LOL. After licking the ice cream for 2times , I am left with no more ice cream but a cone. haha. AMAZING. People around me are laughing at my clumsiness. I can't help it too. So i mocked at my own stupid-ness. lol. well. there's nothing exciting in school today. Just a normal day in school so I shan't elaborate more. Exams are coming, I guess I have to stop blogging now and return to my room for some revision.
Oh ya. Homework are piling up now. Oh my tian..
Someone please save me from all this tormenting shit!
STAY HAPPY PPL ^^

I AM ON THE JOURNEY TO NO WHERE.


Sunday, September 17, 2006
5:00 PM

Do you think that it is time to embark on a new journey?
Waiting alone on the lonely path is never easy.

You stand amidst the crowd with people streaming pass you.
Your vision is blurred.
You cried for help.
What came back was merely the echo of your cry.

You told yourself to give up.
But how many times did you suceed?
You never did.

Whenever you thought that you would stand strong on your own, you fall back badly.
You told yourself you wouldn't care.
But u failed to do so.

To speak the truth, you are not ready to face up to reality.
You are not prepared to let go of the faith you have got in him.

Whenever I thought that I need not rely on you, you came back.
Whenever I thought that I have you to rely on, you are gone.

So when will you appear again?

Despite all these, i still chose to believe in you.


No matter what happen next,
take care of urself.


Just something random. I just want to voice out those things that are bothering me.
MUG HARD FOR PROMOS PPL.
WE GONNA HAVE FUN AFTER TT? =)
WAN AN.


Saturday, September 16, 2006
12:35 PM

1. Starting Time: 2041

2.Best Friend(s): ling.zh.mai =)

3. Sexiest Friend: eh. haven met one so far.=)

4. Funniest Friend(s): those that make me laugh are funny. +) lol.

5. Smartest friend: hate to admit it. BUT . he is MAX. haha.=)

6. Shyest Friend: hmm. ya. good qn. SJ?

7. Who do you get advice from: My all time advisor. TEO WEILING. =) LOL. bt when it come to fashion .. woo. it will be dear ZHOU HUI. =)

8. Height : arghh. ta me de short lah. zh say i gt grow taller o. so my height is 163cm nw? haha.

9. Date Of Birth: 29 june. I wan jay chou for my bdae present. THX LOL.

10. Righty / Lefty : Righty

11. Shoe Size : 5.5-6.5

12. Shoe Brand: nike.

13. Siblings: one elder bro.

14. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: ya. Peppermint choco ice cream. =)

15. Ran Into a Glass Door : i think got leh. bt i cnt rmb. haha. I noe some stupid gal bang onto the glass door of the shoes shop i worked in laz time. LOL. SO FUNNY LAH. BANGGG.

16. Nearly hit by a car: not only car. even motorcycle lah. lol. I was busy smsing when one idiot nearly knocked me down. ok lah. my fault. =P bt the road usually dun have much vehicles.

17. Ran into a parked car: nah.bt if i drive nxt time. it may happen. lol.

18. Coke or pepsi: none. they sucks.

19. K.F.C or Mcdonalds: definitely KFC.=)

20. Cats or Dogs : NONE. YUCKS.

21. Coffee or Tea : definitely COFFEE=)

22. Vanilla or chocolate: both. depending on my tastebuds at tt pt of time. bt it's a 50-50. =)

23. Cake or Cookies: CAKE!

24. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: just pure white socks thank u. =)

25. Day or Night: BOTH. i hope to have 48hrs in a day lah. so tt i can live life to the fullest.lol.I think i prefer night more to day bah. =)

26. Lights on or off : i like to have the lights on.

27. Summer or Winter: summer. winter have to wear all those thick thick clothes. YUCKS.

28. Food: seafood..

29. Holiday destination: taiwan,hong kong den some western countries in the future. =)

30. Place: orchard,Bugis,my bed, tiong bahru park and Alexandra bridge connector ( i always go jogging thr)

31. Will you believe in God:too practical to believe. sry. i dun believe. =)

32. What you want to be when you grow up: a successful entreprenuer.=)

33. Define Love: Love is the person you love, loves you. tt's enough for me.

34. Favourite day(s) of the week: friday and sat.

35. Bedtime: sch days ard 10-12pm. wkends ard 2-3am. fri ard 2am. sch holidays ard 2-4am. LOL.

36. Ever been given a ring:nah.

37. Song you currently listening to: jielun de "XIN YU"

38. Last gift you gave: ah ban. a handphone pouch.

39. How many times have you dropped your cell: too many times. lol.

40. Last sport played: soccer.

41. Things you spend alot of money on: clothes.

42. Three things you ate last: dinner. fried mee in sch. choco cake in the mrning.

43. What you notice first about the opposite sex: figure? haha. i mean the overall figure lah.

44. One favorite song: For now. jay chou de "xin yu".

45. Where do you live:henderson.

46. High school you attended: jurong junior college

47. Cell phone service provider: starhub.

48. Favorite Mall store: hmm.soo many. cnnt rmb.=)

49. Do you prank call people: not so free to do so. lol.

50. Can you cook: dunno. maybe maggi mee wif egg? =)

51. What kinda car do you like: Mini Cooper *unsure of the spelling*

52. Thing you like most about yourself: noisy. Haha.

53. Thing you hate most about yourself: impatient.

54. Things you never leave home without: HANDPHONE.

55. Finishing time: 2115

sry ppl. I look so down at certain times of the day. My face may look like I have some serious attitude problem. Everyone is laughing and talking yet I stand at a side. lol. well. I dunno what is going on. But I hope all this FCUKING CRAP cn be GONE.
I am really exhausted deep inside.
Can someone free me from those craps?

BIG HUG to
06s16 which makes my day.

Some gals that make my day even a BETTER ONE....thx for all ur concerns. I may nt look like I appreciate them on my face. but right inside, I am glad that u guys care abt me. =) thx!

1ting.together.joy.Emily.karo.


11:06 AM

Current Mood: confused
Current Taste: huh? taste? hmm. maybe taste for music? =) it will be jay's new album!! hehe.
Current Clothes: JJ full uniform
Current Desktop: black desktop with white and red dots? =)
Toenail Colour: shimmering white
Current Time: 7.33pm
Current Surroundings: hmm. messy desk and the sound frm the tv at the living room.
Current Annoyances: Mugging time !! promos is ard the corner. ARGHHH.
Current Best Friend(s): ling and zh
First Movie: titanic ?
Last Crush: ?
Last Movie: hm. I am not stupid too? I dun like to watch movies. bt those movies tt jay acted in are exception !! =))
Last phone call: ehh.. cnt rmb? i jus check my hp. haha.A call frm Ms yamuna. my chem teacher. LOL.
Last song played: Jay chou de "xin yu"
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: date ? just meet and hang out bah..
Have you ever broken the law: hmm. i think so.haha.
Have you ever been arrested: no..I am a gd citizen.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: wad is this? i am nt skinny.lol
Have you ever been on TV: some street game thingy lah. Zh and I were approached by a group of children filming some street game programme. haha.. we were to guess the "chen yu" from their actions.I like to be caught on tv. so exciting. lol.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: jay's poster. he is someone tt dunno me. LOL.
5 things you are wearing: JJ uniform, undergarments, earring, my black specs and hairband.
4 things you did today: kick soccer( hm. acty i just stand thr and scream my lungs out! LOL), Socialise wif teachers ( I have got a free piece of coffee cake from Ms yamuna HAHA) , being
reflective for quite a while and make fun of SHEN. lol.
3 things you can hear right now: the tickings of the clock, the light drizzle outside and some sound generated from my laptop.
1 thing you do when you're bored: eh. I will definitely look for my hp when i am bored. =)

YEAH !! I finished this few qns without any complains ! becoz i love to ans all these qns. Maybe is i need something to keep me occupied? lol.

Tagged by ming2 to do this qns =) so i shall tag zh,ling,1ting,joy and together blog to let them do this. =) provided that they are FREE to do so. lol.

well. I suddenly rmb to blog abt yesterday incident. During civics in Lt5 , i was up on stage wif suwen..chern ling... and 2 more guy. wah. I was so freaking nervous and i can feel myself shivering. lol. We were to speak like DJs and boardcast abt the songs we playing on air. lol. I looked at the full lecture hall in front of me. wo de tian ah. few hundred ppl. 400 plus? well.maybe more than tt? haha. I started with "hm wo shi evelyn". lol. u noe y i dint address myself in my chinese name? i am afraid tt thr will be ppl who will laugh their heads off. lol. hmm. Den i continue wif "hm. xian zai bo de shi chou jielun de qian li zi wai. deng xia ye shi chou jielun de qian li zi wai. " lol. I made a fool of myself. I know. =) haha. This is such a interesting experience. well, many felt that i would be vocal up on stage. They dint expect that i will be so "si wen".
hehe.
I am really nervous ppl.


Thursday, September 14, 2006
12:57 PM

I went to JP wif em after school.
We are walking around the same level several times. Haha. As we walked, we shared our stuffs.

Need not elaborate on what we are talking about. =)

EM. THX GAL. LUV YA.

Around evening, I recieved zh's call. She asked me to accpy her to queensway. I agreed and we went thr by cab. lol.Guess who paid for the cab? (gal. answer on ur own) lol.



wo yi ran hai zai deng dai
deng dai ni hui ming bai


HAPPY BDAE TO AH BAN & CUI =Pp
jiayoUS for the examinations kk?
all da best !!!


moodless


Tuesday, September 12, 2006
10:16 AM

There are so much uncertainties in life.
I felt lost at times.

He might be gone the next moment.
It may be too late to realise it.


Somehow I hope things can be simpler.


Sunday, September 10, 2006
5:06 PM

I am here to update.hehe.My bro watching soccer so i have to wait until 2am plus. SCV channel51 got the "wan ren yan chang hui" lol. lata got jay, xiao zhu, SHE, JJ,jolin etc.performing.YEAH!!! hehe. ya. WOke up by GINA early in the mrning. O.o at 6plus am. She persuade me to join the superstars thingy becoz i had agreed to take part wif them lol. budden I noe tt i sure cnnt make it one lah. lol. dun wana waste time. lata the judges give me those xia lan face, i afraid i will scold them. haha. I dint participate but i went to toa payoh to give my clothes to ling. She looked grt in my top. HAHA. Gina and me helped her made up~woo! then off they go for the audition while me make my way to JE to mt my classmates. I had my lunch wif together and 1ting. I ate almost the some food when i went JE food court everytime. The MUSHROOMS BAN MIAN. lol. Then, we met the rest of the ppl at the lib. Some were studying and some were doing PW. The library kept making annoucements and i clapped after the announcements end. Everyone is like looking at our table and I have to hide my face. lol. Then, zh called. We went ikea to eat. Becoz she wan to eat meatballs. bt in the end, we went achorpoint to eat lah. Only she eat lah. I look at her and "fa dai" . Then, we went bugis-icon together. SLACK ard at the cafe and rooftop. She took some stupid pics of me when i am "fa dai-ing" at the cafe. We went to burger king to pack of dinner. I think i went abit sot sot lah. nt abit ,bt a lot. lol. I was shouting on the street , grabbing zh's head. haha. SHout n shout. throw things ard. lol. dunno wad happen. bt v fun leh. haha. den we went back to rooftop to eat dinner wif hk and pw. I start to shout again. lol. Then they keep laughing at me. VERY FUNNY MEH!!! LAUGH SAI AH!! haha. went very crazy becoz someone nva msg me hor. hAHA. bt when i rched home, i received his msg. lol. At 1st , I tot is zh lah. luckily not her. LOL. or else i cn sot wif my mom. LOL. ok lah. Luckily, not like the past ah. haha. betta go pray soon. zh wan join me? we go bugis the guan yin temple bai bai . LOL. siao lah. nw v high. oso dunno y. some pics KK??



FA DAI. dazing and siaoing. lol. caught on zh's cam. for more ugly pics pls go to zhouhui's blog. i got the link. =P


Saturday, September 09, 2006
12:39 PM

I am back to blog. hehe. Despite feeling so slpy in the afternoon, i failed to return to sleep after zh called. This gal ah, asked me to go eat sakae wif her. LOL. I was feeling slpy and lazy at tt time so i turned her down. In the end, she went wif her boy. LOL. hmm. I realised that I cnt get to slp anymore, so i went jogging. I experienced a mixture of feelings when i jogged. dots. I dint noe hw to express my emotions here. All i noe that is, i went to collect jielun's cd at ard 6pm. hehe. yeah! He msg me agn. woo~I felt so elated as i was grinning at my hp when i replied him. It has been a long 9mths. I wondered what will it be like if we meet each other up. somehow, i hope he dint get to read this. quite paiseh to let him noe. lol. =)) bt i feel tt he will somehow get to read this. ahhh.wo de tian ah. LOL.
let's talk abt smth else alrite?
i am listening to jAY's album.
good job IDOL.
however thr are too much "zhong guo feng" this time round. The slow songs are well written.
Gonna blast my cd player wif his disc agn.
Hopefully, i can get settle down and do some revision for promos asap.


lalalala~
when then can see u again ?



3:12 AM

so long nva update le. my com send for repair . now using laptop. becoz my bro jus repair hao
our stupid laptop wooo~~~

haha. holidays are coming to a end soon. smth unexpected happened ytsd nite. ard 2am plus. when i am still wide awake in my bed. somebody sms me and i am wondering who the hell will msg me at 2am plus. haha. it's him. so we sms each other for like 1hr plus. =)
i hope he meant wad he said. dun let me end up being so disappointed like in the past. hmm. I dunno wad will happen in the near future and i dun wan to think too much. hehe.
jus hope tt u will sms me agn! =)
i slept at 5am today. n woke up by ling at 7plus am. dots. i am so slpy nw. She gave me a mrning call at 9.30am. n we went for breakfast at bk merah mac at 10am. I look so damn freakin ugly. jus woke up mah. lol. gal. u muz be in sch nw for lesson. hahaa. thx for ur MORNING CALL. lol. wad a irony. bt realli muz thx u lah. lol.
haha.tts all.


been chasing after the "ou xiang ju" .. "wo men jie hun bah"..
acted by my fave HE JUN XIANG.

collecting jay's album tonite.so excited. wonder wad is the content like.
kk.my bro is baCK N I CNt blog too much.

I miz him=)


Sunday, September 03, 2006
7:14 AM

Damn! my computer is down wif some weird virus and i dunno how to repair. My bro is coming back frm tekong later. heng ah! =)
Acty, ling & me are supposed to work today BUT the boss dint return me a call. So here I am at ling's hse , using her computer. ARGH. BIG FCUK to my computer. arghhh.
Ystd rched home at abt 11pm . We went to kbox at cineleisure. After that, we went to take np. The freaking machine conned our $$$ !! The same machine zh,mai & me took at bugis few days ago. Those Shots that we select are not the main ones. I shld have notice that earlier lah and stop them frm using tt bloody machine. BLUR SOTONG. haha.
Everyone cnt decide where to have our dinner. Then chee tung say go taka or dunno wad wisma thr makan. This is quite a good idea. =)
One whole group of us walked to taka to have our dinner. On the way thr, we are toking abt tt Mr brown thingy. "one dollar to the government.." haha. so funny lah. We crapped on our way to wisma. Guess wad? we saw chen di and his gf two times at orchard rd. lol. When we reached wisma, thr's smth like a fashion show going on at the 1st floor. We went to Fresh Imp at the 3rd floor. Caught cheetung ogling at the models frm 3rd floor. aiyo. tico. lol. I joined in to look at the models but Caucasians are not appealing to me. Sound so wrong here ? dun wry. I am straight k? lol.
We went to eat at the food republic at Wisma.
After that home sweet home.

I had lotsa of fun. =)

some pictures to sum up everything?

*sry ppl! my com is down! HAI. I cnt send u guys all the photos we took. so maybe u ppl cn take some of the pics frm here or my friendster acc k? =) sry!!! =)


em.stella.me.ming2. at the np shop.=) nice pinkish backgrd.


makaning time!! =)) fun! one dollar to the government!


hehe. ^^


Friday, September 01, 2006
10:39 AM

I am here to update=)

went jon's bdae celebration ystd. It starts at 10pm, at some pub near raffles place. B4 tt, i met zh,her boy and mai at bugis. we went to take nps and oso to buy jon's bdae prezzie. But this stupid gal here took the bus at the wrong bus stop. HAHA. Instead of rching bugis in less dan 30mins time, i took 1hr plus to rch bugis. haha. how blur cn i get. hmm. so i left home at abt 6+pm n rch bugis at ard 8pm. lol. I skipped my dinner becoz i spent too long on the bloody make up. haha. N i realised that the foundation colour is abit too light for my skin colour nw. arghh. haha. we were e last few to leave the np shop. It's late so we have to do some laz min shopping for jon's prezzie b4 going to the pub. ok. we create quite a commotion in IP zone. lol. shall nt elaborate. haha. den off we go to the pub. Initially, it was quite boring. But when my darling appear (my digital cam) , we have fun taking pics. hmm. Everyone seems to be the same.They still have the same character and looks. =) hehe. poor jon got scalded by the burning alcohol. hope u r fine by nw=)

Me,mai n zh left the pub and went for supper at lau pa sha. haha. it is jus a walking dist away and lazy zh insist to take cab. lol. n so she pay 4 the fare. nt bad. LOL. I think she is suffering frm starvation becoz she order so much food. haha. my fave is still the cockles.^^
We ate until 1plus am in the MRNING lol. I only manage to eat 3 sticks of satay becoz i was busy telling them stuffs. lol. n so we went on n on toking abt guys. haha. n share some jokes. As usual, we made noise everywhr.

well. I luv u gals. =)

miss u gals a lot.


want some photos? =)


at the pub. some gals thr. =)


haha.teck.kok,me,zh n mai. haha. look at kok. he is crazy. lol.


lirong.kok.teck.me. wee. why teck nva open his eyes! nice pic. =)


JON. the bdae boy wif us. =)


Lau pa sha =)


we eat n we eat. cockles,satay,kang kong,fried mee,teh tarik..haha. =)) luv u gals. i am feeling grt.


My lovely ladies. =) Luv ya!