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june29 1989
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Friday, October 27, 2006
5:12 PM


gina took this when we are heading back to Esplanade. splendid scenery isn't it? Nothing changes except that you are no longer walking next to me. Things are no longer the same.

dint blog abt this outing. 4 more info pls refer to zh's blog. galgal came to s'pore =) (extreme left) i bet yong muz be v happy. good for them=) as usual..we went kbox den marina bay to eat zhen fa. I went for a stroll alone at night but i am glad that i had someone company on the phone=) haha.


4:36 PM

I am rather lazy to blog nowadays especially when my keyboard is giving me so much problem! argh! wad the big Fcuk man.... well. I went to IMM and JE with 1ting yesterday. We ate Ajishen . woo~the ramen were superb ! =) n I luv eating my side dish-salmon sushi. We went to the ice skating ring to watch people skate. LOL There is a man wearing a top with flora print. He skated like he was drunk. "hua ji yi hao" ! a name 4 him frm 1ting=) Joy came and i went home because i was feeling tired. It started to pour when I reached redhill. I waited for the rain to subside at the MRT station. Coincidentally, I met daryl there. He is not willing to let me walk him home but I insist to because I have lotsa of things to tell. haha. of coz, i won lah. So, frm redhill we walked all the way back to his house at tiong. acty i dint gain much after talking to him. =S haha. So i went home and he sent words of advice to me which were somehow not very useful. hmm. I told ling abt the advice and she OBJECT immediately. haha. Woo~ today working was fun but the boss seemed to find out that we two are slacking and not working. =S scared! We went to kbox at marina square! damn! I reached at 3pm and the package ended at 5pm.Somemore the receptionist very xia lan! na bei sia. the waiters n waitress are quite nice.. gina and my voice blend really well. It's a pleasure singing with her. As for ling-ssshh.let me sing my "zui shou xi de mo sheng ren" lah ! HAHA! n the ling cum gina's fren -richard, cn be backgrd music sia. "wad u gonna do when i gt to ur face face face".. LOL! we walked dunno hw many rounds at marina square. We talk a lot sia. Very funny also. well. they are a nice bunch of rowdy people to hang out with. we are meeting some soon on 14 nov. den gina sms some ppl like pei,pearl,le,weiyang...etc. After walking very long at marina square.. we went to esplanade. guess wad!! we saw weiyang. O.o stupid lahh. den i shouted his name and he was so shocked to see us becoz gina jus sms him mah. haha. too bad he cnnt make it coz he having his O lvl. nvm loh. we will still be going out after his o lvl. haha. n dun mention the name. ta ma de lah.nearly wan to kick u sia. hahaha. we walked frm the esplanade to the merlion. A tourist came to us but he dint realli noe hw to speak english. so we mis-interpret his request. We thought tt he wanted us to take a picture for him. Guess wad? he acty wanted us to take a group photo with him. ric the only guy wif us took the pic of us (4gals) together wif the tourist. weird sia. LOL. den he ran off we the cam after thanking us. =) we went back to esplanade to take bus back to bugis. We had some gd food in a food outlet and did some shopping. Lastly.. ling treated me n gina to the famous mango ice at some "bing dian". I reached home at abt 10plus pm. tired~~ tml still gt work! jiu Ming ah ! y my ankle still haven recover! argH! -all this while you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.


Tuesday, October 24, 2006
1:16 PM

Woo. Dint blog for quite long becoz I am quite busy recently. hehe. So i went missing in action=) hehe. No school tml and also no need to work tml. SHIOK. lol. hmm. anyway days in school are great with nice people around me =) working days are great with my dear frens =) hehe. However, I am quite tired of spending a lot of time outside nowadays.This result in insufficient rest and sleep. =S post some pictures alright? =) **GOONG-Princess hours ROX. SHIN GOON ROX!!! hehe. I had finished watching "goong" already! woo.No more "goong" for me but i am going to rewatch it!!!! HEHE. SHIN GOON...... ** FULLHOUSE ROX too. too bad i had watched finish the whole set already. wuwu. i miss RAIN =S haha. GOONG ROX !!!!hahaa. woo~kbox and steamboat ?? tml. looking forward to it. hehe ^^




Took in school today using my hp! Cool? =) from left to right -eve,tingyou and joy !! nothing to do so we are taking pictures. hehe. after tt me n tingyou pon math to go JP . HAHA. =D





I went here with ling on sunday. woo. I just feel so much better when i make a trip to esplanade. THX the government for building this heaven for me. hehe. I was learning how to sing junyang's song, "nan dao" when we walked along the river. I think many people think I crazy.. haha. sing n sing.. =) well. this is a good place to go when u r feeling lousy=)
-That day you went away the sky was grey. As time goes by, the dark clouds will disperse and I will see the ray of sunshine. However I realise that i am not that strong after all. Will I be able to see the sunshine ?


Sunday, October 22, 2006
4:33 PM

TA MA DE. stupid blogger. I had already completed my entry but this damn blogger got problem and i have to retype everything nw. *fXXX*
20 0ct 06.
I had my 1st bbq with 06S16! very fun ^^ me n tingyou were sitting next to the bbq pit to wait for food. We ate countless no of stingrays ! hehe. N oso we played cardgames like bluff. Something spooky happened when sebas pointed the laser at a vehicle that he thought was a bus but actually it was NOT ! a funeral was going on! at night somemore! N they came into west coast park. =S we were all stunned . scary!! dun wana mention it le=S
haha.I took a cab home because I got to work today*sat* . rched home at abt 1plus am. O.o my money!! expensive cab fare!!! argh!

WORKING.
quite slack.
went to suntec.
bought two pair of shoes.
did a bit of shopping.
slack at starbucks.
went back tiong to makan.
rch home at abt 10plus pm.
dead tired now=S

update some pictures ok? =P

OK! hahaha...

wad a big mess!=)


HAHA.look at victor.lol. =P n max look so fierce here.lol.


fun time with the girls playing fireworks n candle=)


06S16! great class!

hope tingyou will be fine. I give u all my blessings gal. =)

counting down to the days I will forget......


Wednesday, October 18, 2006
1:03 PM

Normal days in school. Still working. Still surviving =) HAhA. Although there are times when I still feel lost and down. At least I still manage to bring them down and be myself. I am glad that I am strong enough this few days though I am actually not as strong as I appear to be. Days in school are alright. Working makes me totally exhausted as I am sleeping in almost every lesson nowadays. Not that I want to occupy myself but I just make to make myself have lesser time to think of some rubbish matters. haha. Sound rather stupid? well. I am also earning money to spend lah. =) Come across a phrase a few days back "friends are forever and guys are wadeva". haha. A rather cute phrase. No offence guys! =) I have to continue with the project work already. "fuLLhouse" rox!! rain ROx =)


I hope you will take away those sadness when you leave.


Sunday, October 15, 2006
5:29 PM

Life goes on for eve...
=)


HEY! FUCKERS and HECKERC went to cineleisure kbox today. It's been so long since heckerc had been together. we roX.=) hehe. Initially, I was not myself in kbox. I was reading magazine and they kept asking me why today so quiet sia. After that, I think must thank yong and zh 4 singing that song "deng dai" for me and they change some of the lyrics.LOL. Although the song don't really depicts my feelings lah. bt nvm lah. HAHA. Then we have to go to work le. SJ had to go back to tiong to work. While me,zh,mai,yong and chee went back to bugis-icon together. Too bad I have to leave icon and go to somewhere to distribute the flyers. They stayed at icon to talk cock,sing song and play mahjong. OK lah.. no mahjong. lol. I went to tiong to distribute the flyers. I feel like sleeping lah. Then some fcuked up people dun wan to take flyers from me and give me those attitude problem face. I feel like kicking them ok. HAHA. I went back to icon with ling. I saw 4 gong gong sitting at the table. SO PEACEFUL SIA. haha. BUT Someone came back and destroy the peacefulness. (for more information please check out ZHOUHUI's BLOG) LOL. We start to make a lot of noise and I too high so I kept standing up and everyone is sitting down. So everyone keep ask me to keep quiet and "sssshhhhh......" . haha. I DUN CARE OK? haha. actually we plan to eat supper at lao pa sha de. bt yong gt some problem lah hor so he went off earlier with chee hwei. Nvm loh. Four gals went to supper together. me,zh,mai,ling.=) AT lao pa sha more jialat. Me and myra so noisy lah. zh sat in the middle also want to run away sia. Then we realise that the tables around us , nobody dare to sit. HAHAH. becoz we really too noisy le. SHouting and laughing. like some mad ppl. ok lah. realli enjoy myself. I have been so down yesterday. At least today can siao again. Nt bad nt bad. Thx to:

FCUKERS( chee hwei n yong)
HECKERC (mai,zh n sj)
LING=)

tml den post pictures loh. I am off to watch "full house" le.
WAN AN ~
BIG FCUK TO ALL THE SADNESS =)


Saturday, October 14, 2006
2:07 PM

I always thought that love will overcome my greatest fear- distance.
I always thought that the belief I have will carry me far.
I always thought that things are simple but they aren’t.
I always thought that nothing will change but they change.
I realized that I was wrong all this while.
I mustered all my courage to ask that question.
Now then I realized that I am a plain silly girl waiting.
Feelings fade but memories stay.
I know that I should give up already.
I am more than upset.
When it’s time to let go, I will.

Give me some time.
It will take very long.

I hope all my dear ones will help me out. Gei wo li liang bah.
Words said are not meant to be taken back.
Accept it.

It’s a grey grey day for her.
The tears shed will turn into energy for her to move on.
Give her time. Give her strength.

From now, I shall keep you in my heart as memories will never fade.


-tears rolled down her cheeks.

A gloomy her.

aren't she crazy? ok. As least she managed to smile.=)




Friday, October 13, 2006
4:24 PM

WORKING


Ling and me went to some music cafe after work today. Some bloody idiot refused to enter the place despite someone trying so hard to pull her in. haha. Sorry gal. I was so scare that u wun enjoy urself especially when some coward dare not do anything inside. It's just get better when I get warmed up. ha. I am dead tired now. I don't know what else to mention already though quite a few things happened.
fullstop.
I am not feeling good now.
However, I got to admit that the music is great tonight.=)
Got to bathe already.. by3by3............

To give up or not to give up?=(


Thursday, October 12, 2006
12:18 PM

I went to Vivocity with joy today.
We had lots of fun changing into different dresses at "forever 21". ok. we are only 17=D haha. lame.
The scenery from vivocity rooftop is great.You can see the sea and sentosa from there. well. Another fabulous place for couples=) well. Joy and me enjoy ourselves though we are not couple. LOL.
We wanted to have our dinner at "sushi tei". The dinner will cost us a bomb. Nevertheless, we still went in. haha. In the end, two guys sitting next to us paid for us. Woo.. 28 bucks? i forgot. haha. They caught me putting back the sushi onto the rotating belt. HAHA. well. I dint know that gentlemen do exist in S'pore.=) I was taken aback by their generousity. So i offer to pay them back (act only MAh!! haha) , he asked us to donate the money to organisations instead. haha. well. A free meal at sushi tei ! joy! amazing ?! I should have taken that plate of SALMON. haha. Thx for the dinner ya!? =)
lotsa joy wif joy.lol. some pics?

eve & joy. nice dress. =D great combination yah?


I love this black dress man! =) the first dress we tried !


What we ate at Sushi Tei. More to come later. 6plates of sushi and tempura. two bowls of udon. did i get the spelling right? =pP GREAT DINNER! thx for the settling our bill though we dint noe you guys..haha.

*how i hope to go there with....................=)


Tuesday, October 10, 2006
10:10 AM

I went back GESS with kenneth and Mr chong to publicise for JJC's open house. We took a cab there. shiok man ! LOL. When we reached GESS, Mr Lim came to welcome us. haha. I still remember him. He dint change at all man. He is the one who check whether we got clean the table in the canteen when I am having detention. HAHA. v funny lah. He still so cheeky. =P so cute. dots. Then, i went into the canteen to set up booth. Acty, i dint do anything. I went back Gess and walk around. SHIOK SIA. Then they set up the booth. LOL ^^. I miss GESS. The place never change at all, only the wall looks so much brighter. Ok. I went back to tok rubbish with some juniors. Then, stop for very long to tok rubbish with ivan until Mr chong reminded me that I should be promoting ,not chatting. HAHA. I replied, " aiya.. I promote to him, he promote to his frenzs.. Like this oso promote mah ! hahaha.." . We talk until very high ah and walked ard the canteen. Then go see the mirror in the canteen. woo. My favourite. siao. shiok lah. I never feel so relax b4.There is a sense of familiarity with the place in my heart. =) Some pictures of the day ~


FANG SHI YU. *not his real name, his real name is HUANG SHI YU* lol. SO shuAI ^^


A JJcian and a GESSian. =) jing and me! Luv <33>


WAHSEH. Wad's wrong with my face? haha. Ok. i was making a O.o face. haha. standing next to the GREAT PILLAR OF GESS. haha.


The arena. Woo..i still rmb my buddy eleanor always sitting in frnt of me. We two will be toking all the way when those annoucements made. =D Late comers stand at the stretch in front of the arena. dunno whether this dumb rule still exist in GESS a nt? haha.


we went back GESS. evident ! haha. kenneth is nice=)

LALALA~ fcuking irritating Jer***.. now at icon disturbing my friend. wah seh. JUst now talk so much cock and follow me to the mRT station. wah piang. fcuk sia. dun wan to work for u liao leh. cocker lah. kns. U better dun irritate me any further. good luck to you zh! he knows where u work. hahaahha.I now go call her liao. I tink she dying soon.

*opps. It's just a misunderstanding yesterday =)

GESS


Monday, October 09, 2006
12:59 PM

I was woke up by a very bad gastric pain. People, please do not skip your meals especially dinner. ok? I msg ling so that we can meet earlier for brunch.(breakfast+ lunch = brunch ) LOL. We had our brunch but I do not have much appetite and I feel like vomiting out the food. ok. I felt realli bad and strengthless. Thx gal for taking care of me. We made our way to far east plaza to look for shoes. I failed to buy any shoes. In the end, ling bought a shirt. We went to Suntec. On the bus, I can really feel that all my energy are drained.. reasons: Not enough sleep... Not taking proper meals.. having too much fun this consecutive days.. sleep at 2am plus and wake up early in the morning.. WAH.. Li haI mAH?=S
Ling and me are looking for a good position so that we can have a good view of the stage. We stood there from one plus all the way to 7plus pm. wah. I nearly fall asleep when some superstars contestants sang on the stage. My favourite is the lady with a husky voice. She is so chio and cool. There is one really charming male contestant, huang shi yu. haha. ^^ Ling and me are standing next to a mother with his daughter. When shi yu is making his way to the backstage, the mother next to me use her hp to capture pictures if him. She told me that he is her daughter's idol. When shi yu turned and asked ," r u taking pictures of me?" ..(in mandrain) I replied ," no lah..haha.." He was so pai seh. Ok. I am just making fun of him. lol. In the end, I request to take his picture. He said ok. Then he is ready with his smile. I made fun of him again and turn the camera to take myself when he is already smiling at the camera. LOL. Ok. I made fun of him again, leaving him smiling there. But he was really friendly, I took his picture in the end. haha. He made it to top12 already ! well done. We went to carrefour after the top 24 contestants were all up on stage.

hmm.He performed on stage again. This is the second time I watched him on stage. I tink he is rather nervous.well. There is still a long way ahead, do not be disheartened.You look good just now.
I bet he saw me but he pretended that he didn't. We were like strangers. forget it then. I should just accept the facts that we were nothing but strangers. Why should I be upset? I should not. Stay strong baby. =)Maybe this is the last time I will see u again.



well.ling c u on thurs. thx for ur company.Thx for scolding me for being such a coward. Thx realli. I really need someone to wake me up before I fall too deep. Thx for everything. It's so true when u told me that evelyn should not be hiding. You are right. Thx for being angry with me when i am such a loser. =) we can support shi yu now ! fang shi yu? lol.


Sunday, October 08, 2006
4:29 PM

We went to kbox(parklane) today.
The usual few siao kows went.There are zh,mai,yong,hwei,eric and obviously ME lah. lol. Too bad eric can't join us till 3pm plus. Because he have to "zou" le. haha. He is so young and he have to "zou" le. hai. ok crap sia. haha. He went to work while we continue to crazy in kbox. Throwing shoes, smelling shoes ,laughing, shouting, throwing tibits like nobody business. haha. What a bunch of weird teenagers! haha. We left kbox at 3plus and went to eat at the food court in parklane. There are only a few people in the food court so it was rather quiet. BUT. when we came and eat thr, the word "quiet" does not exist. lol. We were toking abt hwei the two scary teeth. I scare until want to puke out my spaghetti. lol. Then we talked about yong the knee. a lot more lah. shan't elaborate le. haha. So we make our way to bugis. Yong suddenly suggest to walk one single line and we were to hold each other hands or lock each other arms to stop others from passing us. lol. We did that all the way from parklane to bugis. HAHA. siao sia. I laugh until siao. 5 of us like some fools on the street. It was realli very crazy of us. Then, we went to took nps. I think this is the best few shots we had since the last neoprint. All look quite good in the neoprint. LOL. bhb. But YOU THINK I CARE??? haha. siao again. Going out tml again ! yeah! mting ling 1st. I cnt wait. I want to get a new pair of shoes. Gonna update some pics le. all those siao pictures of us.

well. we simply rox. =D
cya guys next wk? shld be bah. by3by3=D




Dear mai is singing "qi li xiang" wif yong.. She is so li hai rite. malay can sing jay's song leh. N some more she dint take up any proper chinese lesson. mai! if u get to read this. i am praising u my dear gal. LOL. =D learn more more more jay's song .LOL.


aiyo. wo de tian. chee hwei look so funny here. O.o making his "bird nest" hair.. haha. ok lah. he is a very fun n nice guy. me,hui and ch. =D photographer : mai !!


GROUP PHOTO. before eric an xin de ZOU le. haha. n he left for work. haha. by3by3 !


Yong a bit siao siao already. He went to the front and perform some stunts wif my shoes. LOL.
I think he looks funny in this picture. lol


GAL ah. u see u sing until so engross. I bet u dint noe mai taking picture sia. We singing wad song ah? i cnnt rmb liao. haha =D


It's late ! wan an ppl.=D enjoy ur day !

*~gd luck to YOU tml.=) I am looking forward to seeing you on stage.


Saturday, October 07, 2006
12:16 PM

Pimples go away !!
haze go away !!

I am going to kbox tml again .hehe. The song "yi xia xia" is a must sing song !nu ren ! If u read my blog, remember to remind me to sing Tong En's the song "yi xia xia" ah. haha. I scare I forget.

ok.Anyway,life has been good since promos end ! =D woo. Went to facial together with joy ! Wave goodbye to those bucks that i paid for the treatment !! haha. Ok. It's so good to have clean complexion.I saw those backheads that came off during the facial. YUCKS. GET RID OF THEM. haha. Joy.let's go back again when i have the money. maybe one month later? lol. Then we went to tiong to haveour dinner. ok. My hopes are dashed again. haha. joy u shld get wad i mean? but it's ok. I am not affected AT ALL. haha. We saw joy's cousin..ANDY of "SOUL". He look sightly different from the screen.On the way home, i saw many kiddies playing wif lantern and candles. I reached home at about 8plus pm.

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL=D

*joy! enjoy ur Vivo city tml! dun spend too much Bucks alrite? =)




me and joy! opps. I dint get any ugly pictures of joy here. haha.That is myfeet!


Friday, October 06, 2006
4:26 PM

HEY ! NO MORE PROMOS.
YEAH!! NO EXAMS.
YEAH!!! IT's so GOOD to be HAPPY,ELATED. WADEVA! I DUN CARE.
HAHA.


K. I got home at about 11pm. hehe. We went to kbox today after our exam. WAH. When the phy paper ended, I was like shouting in the hall. What to do ! I am realli excited. YOU KNOW?
I had been longing for this day to come. so BADLY. That i suffered from insomnia at night. terrible. Actually, I am exhausted ! haha. I SHOUTED AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS TODAY.
I feel so GOOD. GOOD U NOE? G O O D !!!!
haha. hmm. The thought of not having any more exams make me FLY ! woo. so things coming up next few days. another kbox trip. going out wif ling,veg,leroy. shopping. working (hopefully zh cn help me wif the request! thx nu ren! xie le ) lots more.woo. I just cant sit still. ok. well. Everything turned out fine. I had fun. lotsa of fun. First time in my entire life, I manage to sing more than 1 english song in kbox. LOL. haha. so MAX. u can do it !! wake up !! haha. listen to chinese song. N try singing THEM TOO. haha. jiayou. haha.I bought a nice nice top to reward myself. lol. anyway. thx a lot ppl. LUV YA GUYS. so much FUN !! woo. joy. "ta hai bu dong" rox !! haha. 1ting !! "yi xia xia" tai hao ting le !!
tingyou,angie,together !!! "ke ai nu ren" so funny sia! i sing one verse den u all echo "ke ai nu ren" . LOL. PPL. "it's my life" rox TOO ! haha. YEAH ! SO much For My HAPPY ENDING. haha. well. GAB ! u sang well ! woo. u sound so like guang liang! so u need not mo fang him ok? haha. ya! I had fun MO FAN'ing jay in kbox. "aiYo bu cuo o". ok. AiyO aiYo aiyo. LOL. k. too high nw. AHHH. jAY ROX !!=D Sebas u sang well for tt laz english song! i was listening to u man! well done ! haha. k. I had fun. Thx ppl. n oso to guoliang ! try to sing louder jiayoU~! the above ppl i mention are all those tt went kbox today. Thx ppl. FUN ! no more exams. let's chill out more often next time! bbq? haha. okok. well. we watched a bit of hockey at the ice skating place next to kbox. It was so EXCITING ! woo. wah ! Long time nva post any pics le. I sure post some ppl !! =) wan an !

IT'S so GOOD TO BE HAPPY. SHALALLAA~


*ohya. I am going back to GESS on monday. WISH ME LUCK. I am damn nervous. Hope I can be some kind of help to kenneth. I just can't speak english ! hai. go go go.



Me wif one of my best pal in S16. Tai hai bu dong ..hai shi bu dong.. LOL. joy ! facial ?=) i jus cnt wait ,lady!



another goody fren of mine in S16 ! 1ting ! aiyo bu cuo O ! look so diao here ! haha. like my laogong aka idol zhou dong! aiyo aiyo. haha. siao liao. den me nxt to u like SIAO siao like tt. ok. i request for this extreme picture de.so!!! haha.


WEE~~ we rox !! big big big time !! =D luv ya ppl ! cya in sch tml ! =)

Special thANKS TO~

* the macho guy who serve me n my frens wheneva we go to jec the kbox! haha. You definitely have the correct attitude to serve your customers! u rox! haha. joker sia!
* MAX!! thx for all those beautiful songs on our blog. haha. thx!! =)