Went back to sch to usher the opening of pd blk today.
rched home at abt 10.30pm? =) rather late huh.
I behave abnormally today. Dint join in the crowd in the hall. I guess nobody notice that i was nt present. ha. sometimes i wonder whether anyone bothers abt my whereabouts. I was rather disappointed. Looks like nobody notice my moodiness this few days. haiyo. its not good to let ppl think tt u r 4eva cheerful. becoz when u r realli down, nobody will notice n they think tt u will heal on ur own. wad a joke.
Despite all this rubbish i face today, i had fun wif some 06S16 ppl. Although i am nt inside the hall, singing and all. becoz i am realli nt in the mood to do so. so..together,gab,max,munch,sebas,guoliang,n some guy tt i dint noe. sat in the canteen n had our feast. we took food frm the hall n bring it down to the canteen. lol. Sebas n I made a wish at the new fountain in sch. We threw a coin in and made a wish. U think we r dum? lol. i think so too. haha. but i feel betta after i make a wish at the fountain. If my wish come true i will throw $1000 worth of coins inside. becoz it will nva come true LOL. hmm. thx sebas for accpying me to stand outside the hall n look at those ppl having fun inside. they r realli high. =) as 4 today i dun feel tt i belong to them. bt i am happy 4 them. at least they r having fun. so we stood thr 4 quite long. n I decided to leave. so we went to rm 216 to get sebas's stuff. den we went back to the canteen to find the rez n chill out at the t-shirt museum. i was lying against the window. den the stupid munch n gab open the window suddenly. bt i dint fall back. so sad. LOL. thx ppl. u guys make me laugh like hell. munch was pretending to steal the shirt den max pretend to be fa ru xue n scold munch. then gab took a video of them. real funny. so we went out of sch at 9plus plus.. i bet ppl in the hall r still enjoying themselves. so much tt nobody bother to contact me. well. i dint realli get affected. becoz i was hanging out wif one bunch of crazy ppl too. so we went out of sch. walk to yiqi's hse thr the bus stop. on the way thr. munch pushed me frm behind. I got so fed up tt i shouted "munchHHHHHz''. n my voice pierce through the silent air. LOL. feeling rather fucked up today. so i vented my anger by shouting MUNCH .. at different pitch n start to beat up ppl ard me. gab say ," heng ah.. i walking behind u..haha!" .. so i turned n beat gab up too. nt tt i "beat" ppl up lah. jus some light light whacking only. LOL. thx ppl. i feel so light after hanging out wif u guys. LOL. so on the bus we took some pics. i was wearing sebas's blazer. =) i like the blazer. I wonder when cn i eva wear it . =) ha. one by one.. everyone alighted . leaving me n gab on the laz row of the upper deck. so i told him abt my probs. although he seem to look cheeky as always. n i wonder whether he is listening to me a nt. bt he did. =) n he said smth v meaningful. "this is reality !nt fairytale." kind of wake me up. THIS IS LIFE. not a dream . n oso sebas said tt ''his is part n parcel of a life". this gentle reminder seem to make me more determine to stop liking the person. =) haha. i think i can do it. After all i dint realli like the guy tt much. maybe it is "yi shi chong dong" lah. =Pp stupid me. Thinking abt it this few nites. Get so much pimples in return for my lack of slp. well. i noe i can do it. after all it is a dream. I am suppose to wake up by now. =)

thx for the wonder gift.
Together,gab,sebas,max,munch. =)
luvss.


sebas.munch.gab.max.me (clockwise)


thx ppl. u guys brighten up my days.


munch's hand so xtraa.lol



see the ghost at the back? he is gabriel the ghost. lol