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Friday, July 10, 2009

12:22 AM

My saddest day.

Yes. I know that I had neglected my blog for nearly half a year.
Life is great so far, except for the studying part otherwise nothing much to resent about.
I have lovely friends, happily working to earn some bucks................and also

I have a great boyfriend.

The day I dread the most, finally arrived.
Each night, I said "good night" to baby and went to bed.
"One day nearer to 9th july 2009", I told myself.
But still I bring myself to sleep and look forward to the next day.
As each day scurried by, I being to treasure the time spent with baby.
He gave me the attention I sought for, the care and concern I longed for and had been my greatest companion on earth.
He brightened up my days with silly childlike actions and words ,chatted with me in the lazy afternoon and at night his voice was like lullaby to put me to sleep.
He tolerated my foul temper even when myself felt that I am quite ridiculous at times.
He is always there for me in times of good and bad.

Baby,now you are deprive of your freedom.
It must be really terrible for you.
You can't use the phone for long, sleep in a unfamiliar place and have to wake up early the next morning to undergo all the trainings when I am still sleeping in my cosy bed.

Baby. My desk is filled with our pictures.
Though we look different in all pictures but one thing in common, our happy smiles.
Baby. I really miss you so much.
When you turned and walked away today, I told myself I wouldnt cry.
But I failed to do so.

Though I knew that you were feeling real terrible to see me and your parents sending you off, you still had to comfort me and act like "its nothing" and console me like as if I am the one serving NS.

Baby baby,
faster come back soon.
I will wait for you.
Be safe inside.
I will miss you every day, every night and wait for you to return to my arms again.
I know we can overcome everything baby.
I love you.

I am so so so upset right now.
I just can't stop myself from crying.